Hey everyone, as usual I kind of slacked but you know I kind of love the slacking I do sometimes. It gives me time to view the world in a new perspective and see what I will see in that period. It refreshes my mind and realigns my thoughts. But all in all, I will always come back to writing after all it is part of my soul.
Am dreamer and those who know me can attest to that and I also hate failing at what I do. But I fail mostly because I feel insufficient to carry the dream forward. I have some very unreachable dreams, that am willing to accept, but most of them are fairly attainable but I still feel they are out of my reach. But I never stop trying because then I will fail myself.
I am a lover of dance and books and trust me, talking to myself to quit reading was one of the hardest decisions made because I felt that I was putting so much effort in it that I did not leave any for anything else. Though truthfully I was just feeling uninspired, scared and lazy. But I finally could not take it anymore, two days later I had all my eBooks with me and I realized that what you love is what drives you to be more. It inspires you.
Dance is what my reading inspires me to do. I realized that books -especially fictional books- are not what someone would say reality inducing because most of them are built on virtual characters and the stories have a fantasy in them. But for a book to be written it takes guts and courage and for words to be put in to paper is hard. Trust me, I am in that phase and you keep on second guessing every word but at the end of it all you feel the pride bubbling in you.
The pride that you finally did it and the pride only grows when someone else appreciates what you wrote because you worked on it, and hard. So if an author can be that patient and wait for months for a story to be fully developed, then why can I do the same for my dreams?
Books have so many uses and the most important one I gather is being educative and helping people develop intellectually. At the same time books are also milestones for people, some may use it for therapy I suppose- am not sure about this one but if it is not there please, I would encourage people to try it. Others just use books to pass time away but I have a new- new to me if not to other people- use and that is as an inspiration to achieve my dream.
Come on, seriously, not everyone can manage to write a 200 paged book or better yet a 30 paged one. It is a true gift to do that and its dedication too. I believe in it now.
You, reading this, can you?
PS: I know this is very raw and sorta emotional- or not- depending on you, but I felt that someone out there can relate and so here it is…
🙂 enjoy…